The smell of
chaos all around me
I can’t
escape it though I try
I watch my
friends die each day
But still I
fight and I kill so I won’t die
I saw them
again yesterday
The man in
black and the pale horse
I watched
the man slash through the field
Souls
leaving the bodies as they fall
I tried not
to watch but I couldn’t help it
I know if I
stare at him I could die
Distraction
here means death
But the
beauty of him as he dances
The dance all
of us mortals must dance
He haunts my
dreams as well
I dream of
the moment when his blade
Shall cut
through my body to my soul
I dream of
the places I might go
A beautiful
paradise
A place of
nothingness
Or worst of
all; the abyss
A place
where I must pay
For each
life I’ve taken here
But I fear
It would
take an eternity to pay
For just one
of those lives
Yet I’ve
taken hundreds
For just a
month of two
I was able
to go home
I am called
a hero, a savior, and a patriot
But those
words ring hollow
I feel like
a villain, a murderer, and a terrorist
My friends
mourn their family
The men and
women who died
But I’ve
started to wonder
Do the men
and women
I kill every
day
Not have
families to mourn them?
I pray every
night
No longer to
the almighty
But to the
pale rider
I pray to
the man in black
So that he
might
Grant my one
wish
Grant my
soul the peace
It so
desperately desires
I can’t keep
fighting
I have lost
sight of our cause
We kill
people here
While back
home they throw parades
For the
kills we get
So I pray to
the one being
The one
deity that could spare me
A life of
torture
I pray for
the man in black
To grant my
wish
Give me my
desire;
Death
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